Wednesday, January 27, 2021

STONER THOUGHTS CHAPTER 4 - Sweet Musings

To my dearest Moon,

 Oh my ......, how endearing you are ! From the day we found each other we have come this far holding on to each other tighter with each day. Just watching you all night long made me happy, your words conveyed less wherein the eyes spoke more. I can spend all night long just with your luminescence and the warmth you provide. Your wide and wicked glee is all enough to set things right.



And I will wish for a life time with you though we would have spent a lifetime together already and I would still wish to freeze every moment spent with you , I would still be greedy for more. Just remember that its an ever lasting thirst.   

We grew and will grow together embracing all little things, good and bad together.

We chose not to run when we were to be bewildered to have seen the multi facets of us as we chose to embrace it all.   


It melts my heart when I'm reminded of the fact that the bright part of you is here to stay for a while and you'll be hiding in your world for a period of time during the dark times which means "the forever" would be a hide and seek game to us ....to anybody as that is how it is supposed to work. The hide and seek game.... is it  because you are created to wax and wane or the very nature of my existence which is so blind to see that life is all about the bright  and dark nights. And ah I must not forget that its not only you who would wane and wax. I would be gone I would wane as well and you'll have to see and put up with my dark shit. The suffering is same here, we share a fair share of hiding from each other as it sees no partiality Should I consider myself to be a fool to weep despite knowing it all Yes I should have been one to have not seen it as my inner self knows you can't walk past me. 

Thoughts are the dullest things , they would not rest at peace until they leave you doomed and the infinite words struggling within the thoughts are worst than the rest I would say. There's a famous quote which says "Long were the days of pain I have spent within its walls" and lets not spend it anymore within the walls Lets break it together.    

I might not be able to share all your pain but I promise to hold on to you , to be your side always despite the bright and dark.  

There might be a million stars I will still choose you over and over again and you would always be my celestis. And you will forever remain to be my blessing!

  







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