STONER THOUGHTS CHAPTER 6 - I BURN FOR YOU

Little did I know of what I was becoming; of what I was being fed.

Buried inside the dark wall embedded with amateur emotions. Finally combated the walls when caressed by your gleam and cracked open to fill my coffer with your warmth. 

Little was I prepared for the squall that hit my veins.

   

Creeped on the tall trees wandered over the canopy in search of you. Amidst all the uncertainty pertaining for days  I was assured of the fact that someday I would succeed someday my cells will be filled with your warmth again, again all over. 

Yes the day had come the storm had subsided you arouse, the calm was set after the storm. And this wasn't a story of just one day, it was a spectacle that never wished to end. The good had to trounce the bad and so did the bad. 

I endured it all knowing that someday all the warmth you have showered upon, all the battles we had fought will reap its fruit. One day I'll be carved into the most beautiful mortal the world has ever seen.

                

 

I know you are made for me to fill me with your warmth and so am I to provide a reason for your existence. "You burn for me"

             

All these innumerable battles made me realize I cannot hide from you. You are my sunshine!

Stoner Thoughts - Chapter 5 - The Lost Thoughts

 Lost in her world 

                                             

Life has never been this crazy as now . Ever!

Had my brain in a blender. Sprinting though my days. Sometimes inside my blanket, inside my head. Sometimes with people and places.

The world  We are bizarre, sometimes your heart will crack open out of abundant happiness and the very next moment it can dive in deep and get drowned in the ocean of sorrow . While the mind on the other end constantly banging our ear drums to do just the opposite. Amidst all this chaos the poor soul stands  perplexed waiting to free itself from all this commotion. The human race owes a bow from the nature as we hang around with such weirdo's all the bloody time.

The human thrives to maintain a balance with the  diversified emotions the  society  no what one chooses for oneself . Its the very duty of society to serve you a plethora of commotion its you who choose which one to intake. You are supposed to think but here comes the master, the DNA who has an habit of over doing everything as a result you over think just to mess up and ruin your beautiful present. 

All my question through out life is " What am I supposed to do now ?" 

All these years of chasing running falling accomplishing would have framed an conclusion somewhere in your cerebrum and I would strictly say " Man! just follow his commands , he's got it right" and his answer would be " Yo Honey ! Acknowledge the experience , pack your bags get in the car..and fucking leave ...

Get lost in your solitude in your own world . Trust me the that is far better than all this.

               

It's always either moving forward or backward . And when it gets tiring just pull over and rest. 

And remember the  choice is always yours!

STONER THOUGHTS CHAPTER 4 - Sweet Musings

To my dearest Moon,

 Oh my ......, how endearing you are ! From the day we found each other we have come this far holding on to each other tighter with each day. Just watching you all night long made me happy, your words conveyed less wherein the eyes spoke more. I can spend all night long just with your luminescence and the warmth you provide. Your wide and wicked glee is all enough to set things right.

And I will wish for a life time with you though we would have spent a lifetime together already and I would still wish to freeze every moment spent with you , I would still be greedy for more. Just remember that its an ever lasting thirst.   

We grew and will grow together embracing all little things, good and bad together.

We chose not to run when we were to be bewildered to have seen the multi facets of us as we chose to embrace it all.   

It melts my heart when I'm reminded of the fact that the bright part of you is here to stay for a while and you'll be hiding in your world for a period of time during the dark times which means "the forever" would be a hide and seek game to us ....to anybody as that is how it is supposed to work. The hide and seek game.... is it  because you are created to wax and wane or the very nature of my existence which is so blind to see that life is all about the bright  and dark nights. And ah I must not forget that its not only you who would wane and wax. I would be gone I would wane as well and you'll have to see and put up with my dark shit. The suffering is same here, we share a fair share of hiding from each other as it sees no partiality Should I consider myself to be a fool to weep despite knowing it all Yes I should have been one to have not seen it as my inner self knows you can't walk past me. 

Thoughts are the dullest things , they would not rest at peace until they leave you doomed and the infinite words struggling within the thoughts are worst than the rest I would say. There's a famous quote which says "Long were the days of pain I have spent within its walls" and lets not spend it anymore within the walls Lets break it together.    

I might not be able to share all your pain but I promise to hold on to you , to be your side always despite the bright and dark.  

There might be a million stars I will still choose you over and over again and you would always be my celestis. And you will forever remain to be my blessing!

  

THE STONER THOUGHTS CHAPTER 3

MAIYAKKAM ENNA - THE EVER LASTING LOVE FOR NATURE

This is all about the ones standing tall and calm amidst the chaotic City.  

Every time we run to them we are welcomed, we are are heard.

The hills! 

Gives immense pleasure just by uttering as they are filled with wonders and profuse beauty.

I would rather metaphor it as he embraces me with all love. I use a "he" as we "salemites" are blessed with the mesmerizing king THE SHERVOROYS. 

Walking along the Curves with the wind tangling my hair and doodling on my face,I feel my legs trailing through heaven.

You make everything look beautiful, even the concrete jungle we have made up for ourselves looks like a star studded sky in dark.

Whenever I look deeper into you the more you magnify the beauty of LIFE! 

The wild fire all over you making you the brightest star teaches me that you have to take in all to shine bright.

The streams trickling through the hard rocks makes me realize you need to fight your battles all alone to make it.

Your curves makes me realize life is not served with a straight path you tend to change directions. 

You embracing the trees and birds teaches me the value of family as staying together is what adds beauty and value to oneself.

As I am with you I live every moment so that I don't miss any crumb of your beauty . This keeps me conscious this keeps me alive I must say.  

If Happy, I run to you to celebrate.

If sad, I run to you to hide.

You are my home.

Watching you sitting on my arm chair holding a coffee mug in hand had been my greatest blessing. 

Thank you for inspiring me.

                                                   - VP